How come no matter how long it has been there are those people that still can hold a place in your heart? With everything that I have been through you would think I would be able to forgive and forget. You would think I would be able to let go of certain things, certain people. There are just those times where I miss you. The times when all I can do is wonder why things didn't turn out the way we always dreamed they would. We had so many great ideas and so many places we were going to go. I pictured myself with only you, only going those places with you. Now when I imagine those things and going to those places the face that I imagine the face is blurry. And I truly have been questioning lately if that face is ever going to be clear again....?
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
"Go On"
There are those certain times of year that no matter how hard you try remind you of that certain someone. Certain smells, certain songs and places, but to me the hardest is hearing that song that no matter how much you try not to go back to that place in your life it takes you there without any hesitation. It doesn't matter how many days or years it has been that song will take me back to exactly how I felt. The sadness, the feeling of love and joy, the feeling of hopelessness, the feelings of love still creeps up inside my chest.
How come no matter how long it has been there are those people that still can hold a place in your heart? With everything that I have been through you would think I would be able to forgive and forget. You would think I would be able to let go of certain things, certain people. There are just those times where I miss you. The times when all I can do is wonder why things didn't turn out the way we always dreamed they would. We had so many great ideas and so many places we were going to go. I pictured myself with only you, only going those places with you. Now when I imagine those things and going to those places the face that I imagine the face is blurry. And I truly have been questioning lately if that face is ever going to be clear again....?
How come no matter how long it has been there are those people that still can hold a place in your heart? With everything that I have been through you would think I would be able to forgive and forget. You would think I would be able to let go of certain things, certain people. There are just those times where I miss you. The times when all I can do is wonder why things didn't turn out the way we always dreamed they would. We had so many great ideas and so many places we were going to go. I pictured myself with only you, only going those places with you. Now when I imagine those things and going to those places the face that I imagine the face is blurry. And I truly have been questioning lately if that face is ever going to be clear again....?
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3 comments:
I know I'm not the only one, but we're all curious as to your employment with Heather. Did they employ you and let you watch their children knowing you were addicted? they gave you alcohol I'm guessing as a minor too? right?
Put yourself in your sober shoes and ask yourself if you would have as a loving and caring parent let someone you know had addiction problems watch your daughter?
Jet Pass,
I NEVER used any substances when I was in charge of anyone's children. And in regards to your questions about my employment with Heather, I am unable to answer any of those.
Just wanted to make it clear that "we" are not all curious. Some of us read this blog because we liked something in the Katey we saw via Heather, and post that part of her life, we remained interested in and inspired by her journey to find her Ness.
Katey, thank you for still allowing us to follow along for the ups and downs.
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