I don't know what it is, is it because Lils is almost one? Is it because I feel like a failure as a mother because I feel like I can't even support my own daughter. Is it because I am more than tired of feeling like crap physically and mentally?
I don't know but, today, today is hard.....I am trying so so hard to look on the bright side and think about EVERYTHING that I am grateful for...
I could go on for hours....So why do I feel this way....? When I don't have her the only thing that gets me through the day is watching videos of her...Like this one....Breakfast at gwamma and gwampas....